904927FA 40E9 42EF B0FD 7253F7236C0B, Kuntoutujan Matkassa

Harvoin jaan tällä tavalla jotain sellaista musiikkia johon olen törmännyt ja todennut nasevaksi.

Mutta nyt on pakko.

Kuuntelen paljon örinää, mukaanlukien deathcorea. Kyseisestä metallin alalajista ei todellisuudessa löydy kovinkaan montaa oikeasti koskettavaa teosta. Siis syvälle sydämeen, niin että kylmät väreet ja jopa kyyneliä ilmestyy.

Nyt löytyi, kokonainen trilogia. Paras katsottuna aivan alusta aivan loppuun, nimenomaan videon kera. Teos on Pain Remains I/II/III, bändi Lorna Shore.

Haastan sut katsomaan alusta loppuun 😎. Koska sisältää K18-materiaalia, voi olla ettei näy tässä upotettuna, joten suoraan YouTubessa paras: https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLFt738TXCXTwCmZFTyDP9Pfpx-OnUgtcB

Sanoitus, josta ei välttämättä ensikuuntelulla saa kokonaan selvää, on homman ytimessä.

Selvennykseksi: ei, mulla ei ole nyt itsetuhoisia ajatuksia. Jos sulla tai kaverillasi on, suosittelen vahvasti Mieli ry:n palveluita. Niistä on ollut apua mullekin. Olet arvokas ja tärkeä ❤️

Osa 1

Captivate me
Become my escape
I can’t look away
You were my everything

If the past is just dust
Then the future could be our dream
If all we have is now, this eternity
Ignite my satisfaction, engulf me

We’re dancing like flames, flickering in the night
We sway in time with the wind before melting away
You’re far from my reach but not far out of sight
You know the way to my heart but you just play the strings again

Flicker like shadows dancing beyond the flame
Captivate, hypnotized by the fire in her eyes
You took me by surprise
And then you disappeared in the blink of an eye

Pull me into the pyre
Engulf me in flames
Captivate me, eidolon, gravity
Magnetic, pull me toward my ecstasy

We’re dancing like flames, flickering in the night
We sway in time with the wind before melting away
You’re far from my reach but not far out of sight
You know the way to my heart but you just play the strings again

Flicker like shadows dancing beyond the flames
Enchanting, mesmerized
Take what is left of my life
A wrinkle in time
Where did you go?

A wrinkle in time
Take what is left of my life
Before you go, show me what it’s like to finally know
The face behind the silhouette
In this world I made to be infinite
But within the expanse, I finally see
A world without you isn’t meant for me

Where do you go when I close my eyes?
What do you see looking back at me?
Am I just a ghost just like you, caught between the
Seams of two intertwining melodies?

Osa 2

I’ll disappear (I’ll disappear)
It’s like the world I knew keeps passing
Unlike the void I have become

Picking up pieces left from another life
This fleeting memory is everything you left behind
I’m just a whisper, just a specter locked away in time
This purgatory is eating away at my mind

Left to wander, left to dissipate
Without you I will never be the same
Left to confide insecurity
When you disappeared you took a part of me

I see you over and over
Far beyond me
I’m drifting away

Even inside a dream
This world has no meaning

And after all that I’ve done
After all of my pain
After all that I’ve become
Will I disappear, disappear
Like a ghost in the breeze?
Like fading memories
Like the world you left was only just a dream
So I’ll disappear, I’ll disappear, I’ll disappear

It’s like the world I knew keeps passing
Unlike the void I have become

Letting go of perfection, another lie
This wretched melody is everything you left to die
I’m just a vacuum, just a fragment, an echo in time
This purgatory is eating away everything

Left to suffer, left without your place
Without you I will never be the same
Let me see you one more time
When you disappeared you took a part of me

I see you over and over
Far beyond me
I’m drifting away

Even inside a dream
This world (this world) has no meaning

And after all that I’ve done
After all of my pain
After all that I’ve become
Will I disappear, disappear
Like a ghost in the breeze?
Like fading memories
Like the world you left was only just a dream
So I’ll disappear, I’ll disappear, I’ll disappear

After all that I’ve done
After all of my pain
This fucking world disintegrates (I’ll disappear)

And after all that I’ve done
After all of my pain
After all that I’ve become
Will I disappear, disappear (disappear)
Like a ghost in the breeze?
Like fading memories
Like the world you left was only just a dream
So I’ll disappear (disappear)
I’ll disappear, I’ll disappear

Osa 3

Cursed by this apparition, destined to take its place
A ceaseless existence born of my dream state
Manifested and pressed into sand, you’ve long been cemented
Distracted, impacted by the weight of the world
If this is everything, then I don’t want to cut the swathe
Let the flames rise and bury me within this fog
An echo, a murmur, a broken melody
I let go of my life, but you were just a dream

I’ll throw myself into the fire and burn away
Ridding this flesh of burden and pray, I suffocate

I’ll salt the earth in the crimson blaze
The world will burn in my fall from grace
Witness the death of God, hear the Devil’s choir
As I leave the stage in a sea of fire

If this is all I am, then what’s the point of pacing life?
Everything that I made became a waste of time
Expressive, depressive, I’m caught up in a lie
Decisive, enticive, I’d rather fucking die

I’ll throw myself into the fire and burn away
Ridding this flesh of burden and pray, I suffocate

I’ll salt the earth in the crimson blaze
The world will burn in my fall from grace
Witness the death of God, hear the Devil’s choir
As I leave the stage in a sea of fire

I’ll damn this world to a sea of flames
Forsake the ground and let it bury me
You were nothing but a shackle, now I can breathe
Let this fire rain down and bury me
Bury me in a sea of flame
Forsake the ground and let it bury me
Let this fire rain down and damn this world

Fuck this existence
Bring me back to where it all began in the fall
Wake me up before I lose it all

Witness the death of God, hear the Devil’s choir
As I leave the stage in a sea of fire
I’ll salt the earth in the crimson blaze
The world will burn in my fall from grace
Witness the death of God, hear the Devil’s choir
As I leave the stage in a sea of fire

This is my epilogue, my soliloquy
Take this broken melody straight to the grave
Oh

Dancing like flames after all that I’ve done
I’ll salt the earth and disappear in a sea of fire